Faith

A heart that beats :)

 It's been a tough week, fighting with all different emotions that came crashing in different situations. Almost wanted to gave up on everything, but thank God that i went for the bible study given by Yilun on Thursday! I've regain that faith in God, and able to trust even more. TYJ. :)
It's not easy, but that God for that word in season.
God only move when we act in faith, instead of being fearful or anxious i rather have faith and pray! :)

On Friday before LYL meeting, the girls in w479 had a girly outing! Most of the girls went to eat Korean bbq! Even tho the food was abit disappointing, but i had a good time fellowshipping with them, and that's what makes the meal enjoyable.

Was watching a drama and one sentence they said caught my attention,
'Where are we eating does not matter much as compared to who are you eating with' 


True that.. :) As i grew older, i realise that having the right company surpasses anything else, so i'm always thankful for all the people that are by my side :)

Went home after LYL meeting and i saw this near my house, i swear i really freaked out! Like seriously, it really looks like a dead cat -_- But thank God its only rubbish :p

On Saturday after service we went to bedok to eat! :D It's so awesomeee, always love eating at this type of coffee shop with a lot of good food!

Instagram worthy shot :)

There is a really story behind this big watermelon below.. ._.
I suggested to 5 other people to play scissors paper stone to decide who to buy the watermelon back as it's rather far and all of us were lazy!
So you know what, ALL of them choose scissors and i'm the only one with paper -_- And i lost just like that. What luck is this!! HAHA.

5 OTHER LUCKY GIRLS THAT MADE ME BUY IT! But i love them SOOOO much! ;)

 Outing with Y1S2 girls! :D Shopshopshop all the way! It's really awesome to meet them out again after so long ;)

My new phone sticker, chio right? :)

20.9.2012
I've made a decision, i don't know if i will regret in future, but i really want to give my best shot this time round :) No matter what's the outcome, i know that God has His plan. :) I really want to fight for this, this time round! Hehehe :)

Eternallovexx :)

Pull me a lil closer.

When the night time comes, i became very fearful cause all i could hear is silence. I don't know what should i feel, but i'm really afraid of the feeling of being so alone.

The times when i picked up my phone trying to find someone i could talk to, and i realise there is no one. 

Yes, i still have good friends around me, but there are certain emotions which you can never put them into words. It's scary. 

Felt so much, seems like to people, being a Christian means we got to be really strong cause we have a God that's in control.

Yes, i have a God that's in control, but after all i'm still a human with emotions. I don't like to be judge for being this way cause i should be strong.. No, i'm not at all. 

Everyday there is nothing else i could do except to ask God to pull me a little closer, a little closer to Him, a little closer to His presence. In this darkness, i need God's light to shine in my life. 

Psalm 23:4

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil;
For You are with me;
Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

King David himself felt this when he walk through the valley of the shadow of death, the times when he cried out to God in despair. Our God still remains faithful, cause He is walking through it with us. 

Times when i cant see God's hand, i just got to trust in His heart.

Pieces and pieces of heartache, God sees and have a plan for it. One day all these pieces would eventually becomes a beautiful painting of my life. :)

Eternallovexx <3