Updates

I know, i know. It's been a really long time ago since i last updated this space of mine :) August is really a roller coaster month, i was too consumed in what i was feeling to a point where i felt so depress. It's time for me to get back up again, rather than being depress over what am i going through, i rather be grateful over the good things that had happened to me :) 

It's been so long since i blogged, so i should fill this space with alot alot of photos! Enjoy <3

Of course this is Me! I guess you guys are missing my face a lot? :)

Pardon if you see too much of my face below, this is my blog so i suppose it's right to post all my pictures right ? :)

First up, EVOLVE!

Really enjoyed the 3 days of Evolve conference! It was a lot a lot of fun! :) I know my words don't do justice, but pictures do right?

A booth where we have all these props to take pictures with <3 

My 2 lovely girls :)

Eunice! 

Licia!

Lijun!

My super amazing friend! Chester then! :) 

Eunice!

Licia!

My very amazing friend that i love a lot! :)
Crystal then! <3 

Agnes!

And of course, W479! <3

Midnight movie with Lijun & Guanping!

Although the picture below is brave, but no i have not watch brave yet! T_T

Went to watch the dark knight rises with them, and it's really an amazinggg movie! :)

Special thanks to LimGP for starbucks treat! :)

Peishi's 19th Birthday! <3<3<3
This awesome good friend of mine had turned 19! :):)
Had an awesome celebration for her, although it's nothing fanciful, but we really spent quality time together! Went to eunos to eat Zi cha, it really feels like a family to me!
Thank God for this awesome friendship!
Believe even in the next 20 years, we will be still as close as we are now, or even better! :) I'm gonna tell my child in future about this 2 BFF i have since secondary school! Love them to bitsss! <3

This photo deserve to be this big! <3

<3<3<3 

Once again, Happy birthday Faith lai! Thanks for this awesome friendship you've given me! I really really love and treasure the times when we can just pour our lives to each other through whatsapp! Thanks for always understanding and believing in me! Times when i even question myself, you're always there to assure me! Love you a lot, mooo <3

Random pictures during service!
I really have a super awesome church family! :) They are always to tolerate my nonsense and stuff! This is the family i'm planted to, and i will commit myself to it regardless of anything!

Impromptu meet up with Yasmin, Amenda & Peishi after service!
Love those times when i can just spend time with an old friend! People always say that secondary school friends is the best, i totally agree! Despite of not meeting up for a long period of time, but you can still feel that they are there for you! <3 So happy to have this kind of friendship!

Lovess (L)

Yasmin!! :) 

That day i also spent my entire night with Peishi & Amenda! Thanks for making me feel at ease when i'm with you guys! They are the only people that i'm most comfortable pouring my feelings out to! :)

1000x Confession for Pastor Kong! :)

Resume photo shoot! 

ME! :)

With Apple chan! :)

Polaroids!

Carol! :)

Ms su, the faci that takes all my nonsense! HEHE! :)

Me again! :)

 Carol's 19th Birthday @Pizzahut!

My best poly cliquesss! <3 

Happy birthday carol! :) Hope you really enjoyed the celebration! :):)
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Wanna end off with a verse for myself in this season :)
1 John 4:18 - There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear.
I'm standing on this promise now! 
Trusting & believing in the perfect love of God, that His ways are always higher than mine.
In Him i don't have to fear again, cause i know He have the best plan for my life! :)

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Ending off with a song i'm currently addicted to.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cZRe1Ips5yY
Old song, but it's really nice!

Eternallovexx :)

Pretty little things

I think i need more of these pretty things to brighten up my life a lil now. :] Life's pretty mundane and boring now, can't wait for vacation break and let loose a little!

In the meantime, stay pretty people <3

Eternallovexx :]

July, Please be good.

Like my title that says it all. I really really hope July will be a good one for me, pretty please? :)

Been through much ups and downs in June, that I've really lost faith and hope. Gotta strengthen myself in the Lord once again. Never in my life I've felt so tired and crazy, each day i don't even know how to look at myself in the mirror.

But above all the things I've went through, i still thank God for His unfailing love for me. Times when i just want to give up on everything, He pulled me on. :)

It's the starting of the new month, there are changes I've got to make in my life.

#1. Let go.
Truth that i force myself to ignore, still trying with all of my might. Even though i don't allow myself to believe, but it's place before my eyes.
'Sometimes holding on is brave, but letting go is bravest.'
Walking by it now, every single day i remind myself to let go and i believe i can walk through it. :)

#2. Putting down my pride.
Once in awhile when i look back in my life, i regretted for being too prideful cause i really think the outcome might be very different if i didn't had my pride.
Letting go of pride is easier than said than being done.
My prayer for the month is for God to enlarge my heart :)

#3. Loving my family more.
This sounded so hard to do it right? But I'm really trying. With my daddy and my sissy, I just want to press in to their life even more. With my mummy and my brother, I'm still trying :)
I can't for a day where i can happily walk down the streets with my family, joking and laughing :)

#4. Start a new habit.
My life is revolve around sleeping and sleeping. I always wanted to get started on a new book, but I've never been faithful in reading. But I've decided to get started from today, 2 books shall be always in my bad, novel and spiritual :)
Gotta build my life in reading already, sleeping and drama is really wasting a big part of my life.

#5. Daily quiet time
This might be the hardest of all, daily is really very very challenging for me. Gotta do it! This might be the best habit i will ever cultivate in my entire life.

I can only think of this 5 points up till now, gotta try my best to stick with it. :)
I shall end off with leaving you 4 lovely photo!

 The picture tells it all, i love them to bits :)

 Jessica! <3 

 <3

W479 CGC <3

Byebye!

Eternallovexx :)

Peace

'
YOU KNOW WE ARE BROTHERS 
WE SHARE THE SAME CALLING 
I NEED YOU TO LEAN ON 
IF I SHOULD START FALLING 
WITH WORDS OF FORGIVENESS 
THAT HEAL AND RESTORE ME 
BROTHERS TO SISTERS  
I NEED YOUR LOVE 

I WILL STAND WITH YOU  
ALWAYS BEFORE YOU 
KNOWING THAT JESUS  
KEEP US CLOSER EACH DAY 
IF WE MUST BE APART 
IN MY HEART I WILL HOLD YOU 
BROTHERS TO SISTERS   
KEEPING THE FAITH 
--
This is the only song that i would tear no matter how many times i sing it. Sang it at service today, all the flashbacks of past friendships hit me again. Couldn't help by keep crying. 
I really really treasure each and every friendship in my life right now, but i cant help but to feel insecure about them. It's so hard to believe that they will always be there for you. I really really want to keep each one of them close to my heart. 


Fear and insecurity hits, but i'm thankful that God's love still overwhelm me. He assure me with His peace and faith. He gives me courage to move on and continue walking. TYJ <3

Birthday Celebrations

Hey people! I'm back with lots of updates on my 19th birthday celebration and i'm really really blessed! :) I've never ever felt so happy in my entire life before, everything just turn out so well for me these few days! :):) Really grateful for all those that made it happen for me. 

What i felt most happy is really how people willing to go the extra mile for me, and this really shows me how much more must i love them! How can i feel so so so loved one!! #grateful.

OK! I shall start off with the small celebration on friday which is the eve of my birthday! :D

Friday

Went for LYL & ZY combine CG meeting, and Amenda, Lijun, Crystal, Chester and Raphael decides to prepare a mini celebration for me before i turn 19. So they are supposedly wanting to make me worried by asking Crystal to act emo and what not. Although the plan was quite fail cause i can really see that they are acting :p 

But Crystal really did all that she can to surprise me by really crying!! How can someone really sacrifice so much for me ?! Crying ley, no joke please! 

So after that they surprised me from the front after i walk out of toilet with Crystal. :)

Yup, so this is a photo with my cake and tidbit :p 

Saturday

OK, So it's finally my actual day! I went to sleep at 1205 exactly cause i'm lazy to read all the wishes coming from everywhere. But i really treasure every wishes la, just that i'm really tired to read them at that point of time. 

So just before i head to bed, i went to play 'Spin to Win' for my game. And i got this 3 triple stars!!!! I've never gotten them before since i started playing. So i concluded that my day will be super awesome after i wake up, and it sure did! :) 

So i woke up like really early on my actual day without alarm! :O Went to have breakfast with my Dad and Sister. Really feel happy to be able to spend time with them on my birthday even if just for a short breakfast! :):)
Around that time, my aunt text me that she will be transferring money to my account, for me to spend on my birthday! How awesome is that! I've never gotten money for my birthday by my relative if i don't have a birthday party, which i never had before.

So i went home to change and prepare to head to Crystal house to do my nails. :) And i seriously have pretty nails for my birthday! :D

Went for service with Amenda and Crystal after that. So as usual, i will know the cellgroup will be celebrating my birthday after service, so i never expect any different. BUT TO MY HORROR, they prepared something really different!!! It's a whole plate of whipped cream as birthday cake!! :O
Had my whole faced smashed with whipped cream and it was really gross! But i really still had fun and actually enjoyed the whipped cream. :p

Received Starbucks drinks and cake from Jocelyn, Josephine and Keewei too! Both my favorite! :D

OK, So here comes another prank. 

Amenda tried to prank her that she and Peishi was having a big quarrel, thus Peishi won't be having dinner with us. Thankfully it's only a prank, or i will be ultimate depress! :p 

So they got me to soup spoon to have dinner and Peishi surprised me with a cake from behind. :) 

Really thankful for Amenda, Peishi, Crystal, Lijun, Guan ping, Raphael and Yu ting for planning this dinner and surprise! :) Really felt super happy just to be able to spend time with them! 

So by now my birthday have officially ended, but not the celebrations! :)

Sunday

The CGC of W479 is meeting for timbre in the night, so i went to sim lim with Cindy to fix my cracked iPhone and it's fully sponsored by my daddy! Really happy to see my pretty iPhone now! :)

So it's 7pm and we met Keewei and Chester at douby to walk to timbre. Really had lots and lots of fun with them, we just chilled and chat. 

Ps. The live band there was awesome! :D:D

They celebrated my birthday there and yeah. Even the live band sang birthday song for all the birthday girls and boys! HEHE. :) Was really really happy at that moment!

'Happy birthday Madeline!! :)) Keewei, Chester and Awesome Cindy love YOU!!!' 

How not to be touched by this dedication from Cindy! :):):)
So i headed home afterwards feeling really happy!

Monday


So i met up with my Carol, Khaixin, Jasmin, Lijun and Szehui for dim sum, and they celebrated my birthday too! :O It was really nice catching up with them and just spending time together! I was really treated like a princess for the whole day! Just love them so much! :D

A birthday cake from them, and it's blueberry cheesecake! :):) 2 of my favorite!! 

We head to playnations just to play games and chill afterwards! :D We really had a great time of laughing and just doing nonsense like scratching armpits! HEHE :P

So i guess this ends off all my birthday celebrations. I really feel super super blessed by all this sweet surprises by every individual one of them! :D What have i done to deserve all of them in my life?! Really thankful and grateful!

Found this 2 cute pictures on 9gag that seriously describe how i feel through my birthday celebrations.

'Every year i realize how STUPID i was the year before'
HEHEHE :D

'Not sure if i should go out and enjoy life or stay at home and not be poor tomorrow'
Totally what am i feeling now, cause i spend SO SO much money for my birthday! But it's worth it because of the people! :)

The thing i've learnt this year is that presents and wishes is no longer important for it to be an awesome celebration, what most important is the people that is close to our heart willing to celebrate this joyous occasion with us :) 

Ps. I did receive presents and wishes too lah, but just saying that it's not as important as compared to the people we love.

Found a super pretty connector ring for 3 dollar and it says 'Eternal love'. How can i not buy it? :)

 Shall end off with this photo of my lovely ring :)

Eternallovexx :)